paranoia poisoning my thoughts
slowly it takes hold
surely it begins to overshadow my kindness
driven to a point of loss i no longer know how to feel
every emotion rushes in
The urge to bleed physically as i am mentally
the urge and desperate wish to have each and every limb crushed as only to stop thinking for a few seconds
often unable to express how i truly feel to you i fall into a never ending pit of confusion and doubt
all along fueling the paranoia that cripples me so
The words "i love you" have been spoken repeatedly
though i feel it is not enough
no speech ever devised by the human mind will be enough explain my feelings for you
these are the reasons i fret
i feel that i will never be adequate
my mind is my prison, will you set me free?